im back.

yes. i'm back for blogging. it has been ice age since i stepped into my blog. i need to wipe all the spider webs. hmm.. life is pretty good. it has been ups and downs for too many times. i feel like breaking down, but i told myself not to break down so soon. because, i believe that i can see the beautiful side of my life soon. its just a matter of time. relationships? what is relationship mean to me? trust? confident? or just love? i have no idea. because i think i'm a failure in relationship. i hurt my boyfriend. and of course, he hurt me too. but i started all these. forgot about that. i will still appreciate the memories i had with him. he is letting me go and i have to learn how to let him go as well. if this continues, i think my relationship will get even more complicated.

i'm currently surviving in Perth, which is quite a sad place for me. KL or Perth. pretty much the same. i have memories in these two places. i kinda like Perth. i will come back of course. for my master studies. because i think i did not study much as i need to. nah! thats just my excuse. i just dont want to start working in corporate. maybe for half a year? and i will plan to continue my studies. friendship? kinda meaningless for me already. betraying each other is like so wrong for me. true friends exist? i believe it exists. its just the matter of time again. friends come and go easily. i believe that. i have a very best friend. but she has her busy time, her own family to care for. so i would rather not to say anything to her because i do not want her to worry about me. i'll be back blogging from now on. finals are here very soon. i do not even feel that finals are here. i need to focus on my studies from now on. no more yadda yadda! :) good luck to myself.